The Blower's Daughter

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her skies

I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you...
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new

忘得了才能看得開

所有的感情傷害中愛情傷害之所以最痛，首先在於愛情的理想化，對愛情的理想不但是女人的渴望，也是男人的憧憬。愛情雖然甜蜜、幸福，但是愛的航程並非永遠一帆風順，風平浪靜，有時會遭遇暴風、旋渦、暗礁，使愛著的人突然陷入失戀的深深痛苦之中。

正是由於愛情寄予了太多的美好想像和期望，所以失戀的人常常會無止竟地緬懷逝去的愛，在這緬懷的過程中，反覆出現在自己記憶裡的並不真正是一個完美的異性，而是自己杜撰的那份完美的感覺，失戀者在無形之中會將對方美化，賦予對方一些神奇的特質，於是他們更加捨不得放棄這段感情，更加捨不得離開那個人了，於是一種剪不斷理還亂的感情常常使得失戀者焦頭爛額、痛苦不堪。

《有一種智慧叫捨得》，秦漢唐 著

Same Mistake

So while I'm turning in my sheets
And once again I cannot sleep
Walk out the door and up the street
Look at the stars beneath my feet
Remember rights that I did wrong
So here I go

Hello, hello

There is no place I cannot go
My mind is muddy but
My heart is heavy does it show
I lose the track that loses me
So here I go

Uhuh uhuh uhuh

And so I sent some men to fight
And one came back at dead of night
Said he'd seen my enemy
Said he looked just like me
So I set out to cut myself
And here I go

Uhuh uhuh uhuh

I’m not calling for a second chance
I'm screaming at the top of my voice
Give me reason, but don’t give me choice
Cause I'll just make the same mistake again

Uhuh uhuh uhuh

And maybe someday we will meet
And maybe talk but not just speak
Dont buy the promises cause
There are no promises I keep
And my reflection troubles me
So here I go

Uhuh uhuh uhuh

I’m not calling for a second chance
I’m screaming at the top of my voice
Give me reason, but don’t give me choice
Cause I'll just make the same mistake

I’m not calling for a second chance
I'm screaming at the top of my voice
Give me reason, but don’t give me choice
Cause I'll just make the same mistake again

Uhuh uhuh uhuh

Uhuh uhuh uhuh
So while I'm turning in my sheets
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
And once again I cannot sleep
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
Walk out the door and up the street
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
Look at the stars
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
Look at the stars falling down
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
And I wonder where
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
Did I go wrong?

電池

我只是一顆電池，

耗盡，丟棄，替換。

還可悲地，奢望有人會留戀。





傻瓜，誰會去想起已丟棄了的電池。

最近唱的歌 (2)

償還


放不低

Cheers Darling

Cheers darlin'
Here's to you and your lover boy
Cheers darlin'
I got years to wait around for you
Cheers darlin'
I've got your wedding bells in my ear
Cheers darlin'
You give me three cigarettes to smoke my tears away

And I die when you mention his name
And I lied, I should have kissed you
When we were running in the rain

What am I darlin'?
A whisper in your ear?
A piece of your cake?
What am I, darlin?
The boy you can fear?
Or your biggest mistake?

Cheers darlin'
Here's to you and your lover man
Cheers darlin'
I just hang around and eat from a can
Cheers darlin'
I got a ribbon of green on my guitar
Cheers darlin'
I got a beauty queen
To sit not very far from me

I die when he comes around
To take you home
I'm too shy
I should have kissed you when we were alone

What am I darlin'?
A whisper in your ear?
A piece of your cake?
What am I, darlin?
The boy you can fear?
Or your biggest mistake?

Oh what am I? What am I darlin'?
I got years to wait...

最近唱的歌

垃圾


我真的受傷了


最愛是誰

愛情

我一再遇見的那一個拒絕我的人並不是說：「我不愛你。」

而是說：「你沒法愛我，不管你再怎麼努力，你痛苦地愛著你對我的愛，而你對我的愛卻不愛你。」

《卡夫卡的日記》，1922 年 2 月 12 日

綠茶、梳打水、芝華仕。

貓兒跟我說：「我知道，你這生就只是這樣呢。」

我說：「對，就只是這樣，繼續哀傷下去吧。」

那為甚麼哀傷呢？牠問。

「可能是為了某些人，也可能是因為有些事情發生了，又或者是各種事情的總和。不過那真正的原因我並不知道。我想，如果我知道的話，就不會哀傷吧。」

「那麼，你有多哀傷呢？」

「有多哀傷這種事，我可以用甚麼方式傳達給你知道呢？我所悲哀的原因，對貓來說，可能只是可笑的、微不足道的事情吧！但是，卻吧我拉到深淵去。」

你有看過那齣叫【巴別塔】的電影嗎？我問貓兒。牠說沒有。

我有點不滿，也懶得理牠有沒有看過，便繼續說：「那日本少女、中東小孩和那個從墨西哥來的褓姆，都為著各種事情而困擾和苦惱。然而，那些事對其他人來說都可能只事無聊可笑的東西，但是，他們真的很可憐、很哀傷啊！我們從那裡可以找到一把量度哀傷的尺呢？」

「你是傻瓜嗎？」貓兒打斷了我的說話。「不要跟初次見面的貓說一大堆貓聽不懂的說話嘛！」

說罷，牠便轉身走了。

我望著貓兒的背影，一瞬間消失在巷子的暗處。貓兒走了，空空蕩蕩的，只剩下黃黃的街燈照著剛才牠站的地方。

我回過神，步履蹣跚地，找著計程車回家。

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