我發覺，
我總需要給一些東西纏繞著，
否則我可能活不下去。

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如果我可以承受心靈上的種種空虛，
我會變成甚麼呢？

Bad dreams

Oh every night I’m dreaming of you
We’re weaving through a crowded room
I ask you to be my best friend too
and then I lose you

On a steamer with a small city band
I chase you through the room again
You’re gone before the next dance ends
I don’t what it means

Bad dreams...
Bad dreams...

And I am damned before I even begin
But ill chase you through the room again
And I’ll ask you to be my best best friend...
and then I lose you

But I should do what I want to do
I should dream about whoever I want to dream about
But every night I’m calling out your name...
every time you get away

Bad dreams...
Bad dreams...

How can I not love you?

Cannot Touch, Cannot Hold
Cannot Be Together
Cannot Love, Cannot Kiss
Cannot Have Each other
Must Be Strong
And We Must Let Go
Cannot Say What our Hearts Must Know

How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you.. here In My Arms
How Does One Walks away from all of the memories
How Do I Not Miss You When You Are Gone

Cannot Dream
Cannot share sweet and tender moments
Cannot feel how we feel
Must pretend its over
Must be brave
And we must go on
Must not say what we no longer long

How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you Here In My Arms
How does one walks away from all of the memories
How do I not miss you When You Are Gone
How can I not love you...

Must Be Brave
And we must be strong
Cannot say what we've no longer long...

How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here In my arms
How does one walks away from all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone
How can I not love you... when you are gone

How Can I Not Love You - DK Tijam

墜入愛河

人都會墜入愛河。「墜入」表明了人在意識上的不由自主、不知不覺。「一見鍾情」更是如此。愛情具有偉大的力量，且無比曼妙神奇，凡此種種都表明「墜入」一詞使用得合情合理；而一旦人們意識到愛情的複雜性，這種說法就難免顯得有些誇張。正如美國當代性愛大師歐文．辛格（ Irving Singer）提及，墜入愛河與其說屬於本能的範疇，倒不如說屬於概念的範疇，與其說是本能的偏好或是受荷爾蒙的驅使，倒不如說它是在當時社會和藝術影響下而形成的某種傾向。當然，這種傾向需要被激化，或者說它是一種可以膨脹的熱望。一旦這種傾向被激化（一次有感覺的會面說不定就能激化它），淒涼的情緒就會走出憂鬱，這時刻代表著新生活的開始，過去的一切都成為歷史，一去不復返了。有情人對過去生活的種種怨恨，都會在這個時刻全部釋懷，並驚奇地發現他（或她）非常容易地就原諒了曾經傷害過他（或她）的人。在有情人還沒有完全沉浸於此時此刻，還沒有完全沉浸於未來美好生活的憧憬中時，他們就已經不再對過去耿耿於懷，過去的種種已經撒滿了明媚的陽光，熱戀中的人會手牽著手漫步在過去美好的回憶中。

《逃避主義》，段義夫著，P.81

One last cry

My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands, standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone wishing all my feeling was gone
I gave my best to you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

I was here, you were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone, wishing all my feeling was gone
Gotta get over you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you outta my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I know I gotta be strong
Cause round me life goes on and on and on
And on.....

我是什麼東西？

一面側耳傾聽著傅尼葉流暢華麗而氣質高雅的大堤琴，青年一面想起小時候，每天到附近的河裡釣泥鰍的事。那時候可以什麼都不想，他這樣想。只要那樣活下去就行了。只要活著，我就是什麼東西。大自然就是這樣成立的。可是不知不覺間卻已經不再那樣了。活著，我變成什麼東西都不是了。

這真奇怪。人是為了活下去才被生下來的，不是嗎？然而，我卻覺得越活下去內容越喪失，變得只是個空空洞洞的人似的。而且往後可能越活下去，我還會變成更空洞更沒價值的人。這種事情是不對的。怎麼會有這麼奇怪的事。這種趨勢是不是在能夠在什麼地方改變過來呢？


《海邊的卡夫卡》，村上春樹 著，賴明珠 譯

到最後，我只能給妳聽。

Maybe I hang around here
A little more than I should
We both know I got somewhere else to go
But I got something to tell you
That I never thought I would
But I believe you really ought to know

I love you
I honestly love you

You don't have to answer
I see it in your eyes
Maybe it was better left unsaid
This is pure and simple
And you must realize
That it's coming from my heart and not my head

I love you
I honestly love you

I'm not trying to make you feel uncomfortable
I'm not trying to make you anything at all
But this feeling doesn't come along everyday
And you shouldn't blow the chance
When you've got the chance to say

I love you
I honestly love you

If we both were born
In another place and time
This moment might be ending in a kiss
But there you are with yours
And here I am with mine
So I guess we'll just be leaving it at this

I love you
I honestly love you

痛苦

妳叫我不要為失去了妳而感到傷痛，
妳還不痛不癢地對我說，人是會成長的。

我想告訴妳，
我的痛苦不是單純地因為失去了妳。

是因為我覺得妳已變得陌生，
是因為我終於承認了妳這些年來都不愛我，
是因為我知我們永遠都不能夠回到從前。

是因為已往妳只會對我說的話，現在妳只會跟他說。
是因為我已不用每天去擔心妳，再去為妳的事而煩惱。

是因為妳對我的痛好像無動於衷。
是因為我知道在悲哀的只有我自己而已。

是因為妳這樣待我，我還是很愛妳。
是因為我想聽妳的聲音卻聽不到。

是因為我看到身邊的一切一切都好像跟妳有關，都會令我想起妳。
是因為我本來悄悄為妳而計劃的各樣東西都不能再實現。

是因為妳現在已不再親暱地叫我，而是直呼我的名字。

是因為我知道，我將來不會像現在般愛妳。
是因為我想，我可能會恨妳。

我只是被這些事所苦，
絕對不是單純地因為失去了妳。

一段長期的感情，只剩下一堆雜碎

原來，只需一天的時間，我便已淪為她生命裡的配角。

我再已不再認識這個人了，
我再已不再明白這個人的思考方式。

一天，竟可變得如此的陌生。

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我覺得很冷，
我覺得很空虛。

我真的不能接受，事情，可以這般的殘酷。

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像高樓瞬間倒下，
像堤壩崩解。

像我的愛，
從妳的心掉下，
我俯拾，再抬起頭的時候，
妳的心已沒有容得下我的空間了。

那麼，告訴我，
我這些已存放了八年愛，
該放到那裡去呢？

彩虹

每一次聽這首歌，我都哭。

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那裏有彩虹告訴我
能不能把我的願望還給我
爲什麽天這麽安靜
所有雲都跑到我這裏

有沒有口罩一個給我
釋懷說了太多就成真不了
也許時間是一種解藥
也是我現在正服下的毒藥

看不見妳的笑我怎麽睡得著
妳的身影這麽近我卻抱不到
沒有地球太陽還是會繞
沒有理由我也能自己走

妳要離開我知道很簡單
妳說依賴是我們的阻礙
就算放開那能不能別沒收我的愛
當作我最後才明白

看不見妳的笑
要我怎麽睡得著
妳的身影這麽近我卻抱不到
沒有地球太陽開始環繞環繞
沒有理由我也能自己走掉
是我說了太多就成真不了
也許時間是一種解藥解藥
也是我現在正服下的毒藥

Cai Hong - Jay Chou